Angry

This morning I am angry....now it probably doesn't help that my drive into work was long and so slow because of the rain and an accident, or that it is Friday and I am just plain tired. But what I am most angry about it is my health assessment that I took here at work this morning. I am not angry at the numbers...I knew what those would be...except for the fact that they measured me 2 inches shorter than I thought I was...

What I am most angry with is them circling the numbers on my chart and telling me these are not good numbers. No shit Sherlock...this is why I am working my ass off every day. And then the coach after telling me my numbers are horrible and how I am in this range, etc she asks me if I do any kind of physical activity? I was so angry at her condescending tone at this point I didn't want to even respond....Yeah Lady...I have freaking been busting my hump and sometimes working out twice in one day...but I know you don't believe me...so why bother. So instead I said yes, I had been doing several cardio classes a week along with weight training. And this is how she responds," And have you seen in progress?" (while she circles my numbers again.) At this point I wanted to show her my progress with my fist...but I decided just to answer simply yes and get the hell out of dodge. This woman was hurting my confidence in all I have worked for. And there was a part of me that wanted to show her by eating a cheese and bacon breakfast croissant sandwich...but that wouldn't really being showing her would it? So I went ahead and ate my organic cereal and hard boiled eggs. Nurse Wratchet might ruin my morning...but she would not wreck my Caborexia plan!

I have plans to do another Insanity workout at lunch...WISH ME LUCK!